tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-42193948280863116592024-03-05T01:39:46.913-06:00♥its...life.Life, thoughts, starting over, love,.ChalemahRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03004485915394471600noreply@blogger.comBlogger20125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4219394828086311659.post-37885304052738386002012-05-28T14:37:00.003-05:002012-05-28T14:37:51.362-05:00Passed TimeIts been so long since Feb. Since then I've moved from one side of a town in the country to the other side.<br />I've even finished school for Phlebotomy (Drawing blood.)<br />I'm just getting ready for what ever this summer has in store for me. Theres alot that I would love to do but alot of money I dont have but need for my othrodontic.<br />So right now I'm kind of waiting to get somewhere, go to a new place, move, something!ChalemahRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03004485915394471600noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4219394828086311659.post-18402860039758798352012-02-28T20:47:00.000-06:002012-02-28T20:47:36.657-06:00All upsince the last I been on I havent really got far at all.<br />
I changed my mind from going to Full Sail, i decided to just go somewhere where I can get hands on or something, my minds literally scattered again...I guess its normal.<br />
i dont know but I wish things made sense.<br />
I have my braces and expander in my mouth so thats going on with me lately. With having appointments, and staying home working out, fishing, running, anything to keep me busy.<br />
I have a new puppy, we decided to name him Lord Brutus, hes mixed chiuahuh...? i dont know. Life right now is just content.ChalemahRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03004485915394471600noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4219394828086311659.post-39840616009674458032012-02-03T17:19:00.001-06:002012-02-03T17:19:38.488-06:00<div xmlns='http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml'><a href='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg64ZWnLuVRU_UQXB_f9-a-CLv86mXzXxdULlcBWLdEJsKXg-DTalBhVJLy9kPVTgFEpbvZW0O-TPTFdL7yRlbwoN5Xd0Cx1IiJyLdUA8NINGll_h_HpC1_uqhY5vnnxD296oEBH_96DTM/' onblur='try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}'><img border='0' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg64ZWnLuVRU_UQXB_f9-a-CLv86mXzXxdULlcBWLdEJsKXg-DTalBhVJLy9kPVTgFEpbvZW0O-TPTFdL7yRlbwoN5Xd0Cx1IiJyLdUA8NINGll_h_HpC1_uqhY5vnnxD296oEBH_96DTM/s288/1328289683326.jpeg' style='display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 259px; height: 288px;'/></a></div>ChalemahRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03004485915394471600noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4219394828086311659.post-33164841994782924172012-01-27T12:48:00.000-06:002012-01-30T00:22:20.676-06:00First 4 days of actually working on myselfI realized that what i want is completely up to me not anybody else.<br />
So if I want to lose 10 pounds by 3-15-12 then i have be very diligent!!!<br />
If Im so worried about choosing the wrong college then i need to keep doing my own research on it then it just finding me.<br />
The only way to stay motivated is to think of only my goals right now...<br />
Anxious about gettin my braces on in a couple weeks, only because its been rescheduled &nbsp;over and over and i just wantbit to be over with.<br />
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i got a call from a college just a few minutes ago, it sounds legit better then that penn foster crap. Well obviously I havent told this story yet so let me. A few months back I applied to go to a college online called Penn Foster, they seemed legit. I called them we talked, i sent my downpayment, and they was supposed to send my books lessons, etc. After a month of nothing, i tried to let them know, and supposably was resending me everything, still nothin. After 3 months of nothing, well you can only wish that you never even got in touch with them to begin with. So now they want $150 for cancelling my registration. The guy i talked to early said that, that shouldnt be like that, and thought it was odd they didnt ask for a transcript...The more i ponder about it the dumber i begin to feel.<br />
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And well I give in I'm going to do what I can to get into full sail university, in Florida :-) nuff'said!<br />
I am going to what I feel will get me to a better life.<br />
I can get my learn on, and make beats all I want!!<br />
I can't wait.<br /><p align="right" style="font-size: xx-small">posted from <a href="https://market.android.com/details?id=pl.przemelek.android.blogger">Bloggeroid</a></p>ChalemahRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03004485915394471600noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4219394828086311659.post-1430677695077002062012-01-24T20:23:00.001-06:002012-01-24T20:23:05.616-06:00...if I had facebook, I would share this...but instead I can save it here forever! Lol.<div xmlns='http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml'>From cameveryday vlog<br/>
<a href='http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHr-R97Dpfo&feature=youtube_gdata_player'>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHr-R97Dpfo&feature=youtube_gdata_player</a><br/>
Its fun.<br/><p style='font-size: xx-small' align='right'>posted from <a href='https://market.android.com/details?id=pl.przemelek.android.blogger'>Bloggeroid</a></p></div>ChalemahRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03004485915394471600noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4219394828086311659.post-82206074091606230352012-01-23T23:10:00.001-06:002012-01-23T23:10:39.021-06:00Just thinking more and moreLmao. After re-reading that last post i still feel like there's more that i need to get out, but once i get to typing nothing comes to mind.<br />
pft. M O T I V A T I O N MOTIVATION MOTIVATION, is all i keep thinking.<br />
I'm probably the laziest ever.<br />
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well thats what i feel, I'm 19, i need a little more to do with my time then sleping, eating, hanging out...and well i get logical again, Im powerless about how to get places i need to be like town(s).<br />
Wow 19, i need something...something...when i can get my thoughts gathered, i suppose i will be right back on here......ChalemahRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03004485915394471600noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4219394828086311659.post-86993082312848681512012-01-23T22:41:00.000-06:002012-01-23T22:41:28.038-06:00different day same things in life..so i really like before havent gotten anywhere im still stuck, no car, computer is down, and i am completely broke.<div>I feel like im holding back but only cos so much has been slowing me down, i personally think that its my own fault, but instead of whining about it, i am going to keep playing the waiting game (waiting on rest of the world)</div><div>i've been doing ok practicing what i can on the keyboard...thats going, well, well...lol. I'm jobless because i don't know what the future is doing, i get news about one thing then get told plans changed its so frustrating. Im in the same rut and place i've been in for over a month, i feel like i'm kinda failing...but i know im not.</div><div>I've never felt more prepared then ever and sure, i just dont know where I'll be in the next month let alone next couple days...right now things are a mess. </div><div>But blogging this and updating post more will motivate me, this is just a post of things i need to let out. </div>ChalemahRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03004485915394471600noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4219394828086311659.post-68134995160239379602011-12-29T17:57:00.001-06:002011-12-29T17:57:43.150-06:00Music...<div><p>I really need to get undistracted and get back to work :) I've been slacking terribly since visiting texas I got further but just a little on my 1st song...so for now, I have nothing new to post.. :/<br>
Which really sucks, I thought by my bday I'd have something done.<br>
My resolution, to make more music by next 12/28.</p>
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It has been celebrated for years!! Of course it crosses your mind, when yu think wow, wtf, another yr has past & you think about how anything could happen, then...the cycle starts!!! Your brain starts turning. <br>
well..I personally would like to finish this yr off great</p>
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:) The ride down there dragged, and the ride back.<br>
But! all in all I had a great time seeing my sisters, and spending as much time as I could with my nephew.<br>
He was great, he's getting so big, it made me want to spend more time with him and my 2 other neices so I can be the auntie that was there to seen them grow.<br>
It was fun, i almost forgot how busy everyone kept their selves down there too. Well as for all the teens and adults. It's sort of like you never don't have anything to do! Everyday it's always something, but though I didn't go along with the fast life, I loved every minute I spent with Zilla, and E. Their the funniest guys I was around there. My little sister too, she was awesome, she reminds me of me in a way except when I was her age I smoked weed&knew more then I should have. I love my family :) & zillah.</p>
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Decided to hook up the CASIO up to my USB port, and to use it on FL.<br />
Well this is my first time putting two together, instead of having to play what ever in my room then coming to the computer and doing what i do on here...This is a lot easier, I suppose that I'm just real excited to start on this project, and so this is why I'm sharing this with all of you.<br />
thanks for reading, but this must not be as exciting to you all as it is to me, but for the inconvenience I will for sure let all know when i get done with the rough, of my 1st song, that doesn't get deleted by anyone.<br />
:)ChalemahRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03004485915394471600noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4219394828086311659.post-10860321136245371342011-12-07T19:36:00.000-06:002011-12-07T19:36:27.569-06:00BIG CHOCOLATE VLOG March 20th, 2011<iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/fw69XXqFa40?fs=1" allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="270" width="480"></iframe>ChalemahRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03004485915394471600noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4219394828086311659.post-85190106094634309612011-12-06T00:25:00.001-06:002011-12-06T01:09:12.670-06:00Through the desert alone<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiRijQ1GOHiRpkeT4q1KcJ-CgZBf7Lmy2TgydG0zopuqnJuRzjEIz3NXQS5FeYLPjCdFromgfaCbM-ZwWyJxnABGqP8QKKS4sxA4XParwJV30S1hPQW1P93tx361CxEHHOTFYInKduKw1U/s1600/2011-10-14+23.32.16.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"></a>This weekend is supposed to be the best wkend i've had in forever!!!<br />
Besides the one where i met Anthony Green <br />
SEE! <br />
Anthony Green (below) <br />
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Anyways I'm just real excited to see my family,<br />
And I just hope for the best for the trip there and back...<br />
But anyways, I'm sure it'll be okay...<br />
..Its just my 1st trip in a long time, maybe that's why i got butterflies,<br />
Or it's something from earlier..<br />
Lmao, i don't know.<br />
But this should be fun...ChalemahRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03004485915394471600noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4219394828086311659.post-90916125827618238862011-12-04T22:35:00.000-06:002011-12-04T22:35:19.051-06:00The Future can always change??So for now the plans to leave Oklahoma, have been changed, due to doctor visits i have to make all up until February.<br />
Sooo unless I want to spend alot of money I don't have to make round trips back and forth then it looks like the same things are going to keep going on until then.<br />
There's so much I feel like I need to accomplish, but I feel that my lack of knowledge of the way certain things work is holding me back, WAY back.<br />
I need Zilla so much right now, we both need to set ONE goal at a time to get successful, as we please.<br />
I have a list of things, BUT that list isn't in the best order. If I had something that could just put everything down into the right order then maybe I wouldn't feel stuck.<br />
Maybe I won't go to school to study anything in the Medical field, maybe I'll look into music production, or how to build a business, or even to invent things better then the inventions we already have.<br />
What I'm saying is that the future can always change...Like off of <a href="http://www.bttfmovie.com/" target="_blank">back to the future</a> (Awesome movie btw, click on that link and see)<br />
For now I think we'll just ease our minds, listen to different types of music, and teach/learn new trades to make our music big...Some how.<br />
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I don't know what I really mean by all this, but i have big plans for myself, that I do one day hope to achieve...but not alone.ChalemahRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03004485915394471600noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4219394828086311659.post-44351231210849945402011-12-02T01:37:00.001-06:002011-12-06T01:10:13.453-06:00leaving,...Oklahoma..?<br />
I've been thinking about it.<br />
There's really not a whole lot for me to look forward to here besides, well nothing more then the same routine. I'm sure I'll be expecting a whole new thing where I plan on going. <br />
It'll be cold there, ohman i need to go shopping I suppose.<br />
While I'm at this online, I'm thinking about how it hasn't hit me that I've made that decision final with my partner(:<br />
I'm real excited to travel, and to make a move and get out of the country.<br />
Things are going to be so weird, people there are supposedly old fashion like.<br />
Maybe I'll get somewhere that I've never expected there.<br />
I guess I could look at schools, and jobs.<br />
..I wonder who'll notice that we're gone first??ChalemahRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03004485915394471600noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4219394828086311659.post-25969393682967302962011-11-30T22:22:00.000-06:002011-11-30T22:22:16.351-06:00Maybe if...IF the zombies come they wont find us...Theirs no where in any book or website that says that it is impossible to hide from these things! Living, cannibals!<br />
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Why isn't anyone interested into thinking deep about something soooo possible, but so unreal.<br />
I promise you that their isn't one person in this fucking town (to narrow it down from the galaxy) that hasn't thought "WHAT THE FUCK WOULD I DO IF ZOMBIES REALLY WE'RE TO START MULTIPLYING?"...or something along them lines.<br />
I've broke it all down but still theirs always a air hole in that thought...someone tell me...where the fuck is there to go, without to many panicky, scared to death, untainted people...besides the governments own office, where the fuck are you supposed to turn...Well if everyone would kill them together, individually I'm sure US AS A PLANET OF 6.5 billion people could all get back our non-zombetic lives!<br />
But then again if Native Americans cant do just that to the pilgrims then, maybe people everywhere wont fight back loved ones, so on and so forth AND WE'RE ALL DAMNED<br />
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...But not me I will shot YOU IN THE FACE, and<b><u><i> not </i></u></b>think twice because your nice gonna rip me apart. <br />
:D Juss saying.ChalemahRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03004485915394471600noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4219394828086311659.post-46896256193160344022011-11-30T21:25:00.000-06:002011-12-01T02:33:54.272-06:00Somethings in life...<div><p>Should just be left confidential...I mean don't get me wrong everyone has that little feeling inside them that likes to hear something they didn't know about even if its just; about animals; people famous or not, places, laws...and so on.<br>
But sometimes when someones been through something embarrassing (rather their around the people they know, or not) or just anything, I'm sure that they don't want the entire world to know...and well the entire world hears, reads, sees.<br>
It must be hard to be a celeb. with all the critics, people following them and knowing what their next move is before they even know what their plans for the week is. <br>
But honestly where would this world be without; gossip, breaking news, rumors, so on and so forth. A WHOLE lot of people wouldn't be making a living doing so...but maybe their also wouldn't be soooo much hate...especially with FAMOUS PEOPLE. <br>
Whether people like it our not everyones obsessed with them!!!<br>
To be honest, i really dont know the point of this post..i was just thinking, the news channels here in Oklahoma; really like to tell peoples business and blow it out of the water...when they could not possibly know what really went down, rather or not if they just arrived or was assigned the story...ITS ALL FOR THE PUBLIC!!! their feeding us sins.<br>
Well...thats a way to put it for now.<br>
Like said things should be confidential..i mean if we was doing the news report on them news reporters...i'm sure they wouldn't like how we twisted things around, making them seem like they are such monsters or the most craziest people to ever live; just for ratings.<br>
Come on now...NoOne likes to be in the spot light, well unless that's what they do...They should just go back to highschool... either way...to much to think about at once.</p>
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well i guess finding what schools right.is important...but im not sure how.<br>
n e ways, moving is another thing, its juss applying for jobs is what i hate the most.<br>
I just hope to get a lot better at makimg beats n all.<br>
soo im pretty much stressin over everything at once!! when i shouldnt..</p>
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I mean think about it, if you really hard core break everything down from thinking about what other people are going through, what thoughts might be going through their heads, all the things they know that you don't and vise-verse or what ever it is, no matter what my head keeps adding on and on.<br />
IT DRIVES ME CRAZY.<br />
Also, its like when i have dreams, i hate that their so unreal, that when they seem real it scares me that i'm loosing touch with whats really going on...if any of this makes sense then thats great. But what i mean is i hate dreaming but i cant stop that...<br />
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...i think.ChalemahRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03004485915394471600noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4219394828086311659.post-49236754868750214872011-11-30T00:49:00.002-06:002011-11-30T00:49:55.588-06:00over again.This is my second time adding and deleting what i didnt really want to have posted on here...It was old, and i really didnt want to see it.<br />
Anyhoom, while i try to figure out what to post about after this...i'm figuring alot out right now, so give me a moment.<br />
-Chale.ChalemahRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03004485915394471600noreply@blogger.com0Carnegie, OK, USA40.4086802 -80.08338850000001240.3978202 -80.0995845 40.4195402 -80.067192500000019